(T.H.O.T.: Transforming/Transmuting Hurdles and Obstacles Together)

i've shared before how a lot of folk are not comfortable sharing parts of their natal charts cause when they see the “not so positive traits” -- they immediately want to say “i'm not like that” -- and most only want to claim the “positive” traits.

i’ll be the first to say -- “i'm toxic”

cause -- listen --

there is not a single person on this earth EVERYONE loves

and IMO

being open to ALL the experiences is the path to “wholeness”

and that sometimes means -- leaning into situations that cause me not to be liked and not giving a fawk

however -- that does not mean the Uni doesn’t check me later -- with the “oh, you THOT you knew…”

but that’s when our “teaching” of

learn

to

laugh

at

yourself

cause we’re all hypocrites (in some capacity comes in)

so yeah --

i WILL BE THE FIRST to tell on myself

EVEN when --

as a society -- folk like to use the saying; “narcissists tell on themselves”

and if you’ve not seen my video “hi, my name is courtney -- im a narcissist” -- what im saying wont make sense and you won’t know that any opinions or judgements one has about my radical transparency -- is part of MY path

you know #walkthetalk thru IRL experiences

and

but

also

as many others say -- the same who say that thing about narcissist -- will say; god don’t make no junk

or does god?!

only when it’s convenient?

for us -- our discomfort with our own shadows?

how am i gone talk about somebody else’s “shadow(s)” when im not willing to share mine?

if you KNOW me -- you know that part of the reason i continue to do this work is to bring awareness to the importance of INTEGRITY when doing this werk -- cause there is no “body of law” that checks folk when they be on they shyte…

and it shouldnt be -- IMO

cause i am a believer that humans -- can govern themselves in ALL THE THINGS --

when we’re transparent -- and not lying by omission…

[read part 2]

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